No matter what i do all i think about is u. What to Do When You Feel Like a Failure

No Matter What I Do

no matter what i do all i think about is u

I am sick of all self-appointed positivity police out there. Either you learn how to ''live'' with it, or like me, let it fester and let this useless form of existence end quickly. There are endless battles to be fought, and many people quit after just losing one. I don't want to be rejected; 3. My horse I adopted him when my daughter lost interest after she grew up and got a big job died recently and it was my fault.

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No matter what I do, All I think about is you

no matter what i do all i think about is u

At this point I am in debt, work as a church organist, can get a job playing piano in restaurants and write just ok. It points to one way of approaching life struggles and the feeling of failure. Cate This article does an admirably accurate job describing how awful this experience feels emotionally. All opinions on this website are her own or those of featured experts. I need to start being a jerk in order to dazzle people and leave some sort of lasting impression.

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Nelly

no matter what i do all i think about is u

I am playing a game that I let them win. You may find this exercise surprisingly difficult to do. Sometime I really wish I never had the drive in me to be successful at all I think it would have made things a lot easier. PsychAlive Dear Ashima, We encourage you to get support, whether through a group, a counselor or therapist. Do I just get a job at a factory, keep my head down, stop trying because really why bother? I own no home, have no kids, all my relationships have been ruined, and any hope I had I now know was nothing more than studpidity. This blog should not be used in place of professional mental health assistance.

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Nelly

no matter what i do all i think about is u

Rare gems that are scattered about rarely can be found in big groups, unless gather and collected by a jeweler to make a masterpiece. I also have been considering that when I go into a situation hoping for the best and being friendly and really trying only to be left out and isolated once again…it is highly possible that I am projecting my feeling of dislike toward the new people. Yasmin I have borderline personality disorder and the voice has completely taken over. I feel more uncomfortable for the other person than I do for myself, even when I'm being abused, discounted, rejected, disregarded or ignored. You might find it helpful to write a list of things you can try doing. Agreed that your ex left you because of some problems but she came close to you because of your qualities…Understand this. And I told him to go into therapy of al-on or something but he's not listening to me.

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What Does the Bible Say About God Loves Me No Matter What?

no matter what i do all i think about is u

Then work on the list a little at a time -- even when you don't feel like it. Although it may appear to be that way , please try to think of any time you may have made a positive impact on someone whether they appreciated it or not. A gross generalization I know, but I used to live there too. Everyone - husband, daughter, barn owner - left town and left me with 6 animals to take care of, 4 of them an hour away. I'm looking for someone a parent to come and save me rather than taking responsibility for myself. There is always hope and always a better way to find, and there is always help, even in the most unlikely disguises. Their opinion says more about them then you and the silent ones who just watch have no backbone.

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No Matter What I Do Lyrics by Nelly

no matter what i do all i think about is u

Also, sign up to receive notifications for new posts in the column on the right. I can't know specifically what will help since I don't know you very much which is why articles can only be a general guide for you or anyone. I feel most at ease when I am the one who is doing most of the giving. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. I've been taught to be selfless in response to the selfishness; to value giving myself away more than holding onto my power. You have to believe in yourself and your kids! I live in a fantasy, delusional fairy-tale that ends up being a hellish nightmare rerun.

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